if i fail, let me be wormfood.

i was going to complain elsewhere about some writing woes, and then remembered just why i made this account. long and short of it: kinda ran out of steam on sbsbs, and it really sucks. i was looking over the notes i've got setting up the rest of the fic and honestly i was on some excellent bullshit when i lined everything up, but currently my attention is split heavily between destiny and dnd and it's really hard to find the steam™ to write anything at all for sbsbs.

at the same time, though, i a) hate the thought of leaving something on infinite hiatus, and b) don't want to just leave it forever unfinished, because of course there's a chance i might go back and finish it, but i'm increasingly tempted to do a "done, not perfect" and post the chapters i have written (which i'm all very satisfied with), link to my (extensive) notes, and accept that i might go back and finish this fic Some Other Time. i've said this a million times but writing and planning this fic taught me so much and i don't want to just toss it away, but on the other hand, it's been feeling like a weight on my shoulders lately and juggling the internal pressure of sbsbs "impeding" me from working on S11 au and DMing/planning eating its own amount of time and energy, thinkg about sbsbs has been getting me down lately. and it sucks! it truly sucks.

we'll see what i end up doing with it, though. i'm sure there's some way to satisfy both the loud and whiny halves of my brain in this situation. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

so i found out about this timeline of nart, which reminded me that i wanted to post a running timeline of this fic as i update it AND of how things were changed leading up to it, so here’s a timeline of how everything has gone down in sbsbs under the cut!