fic talk: lesson learned

i went through my old chorus trilogy liveblog tags just now and WOW. there are so many weird former parts of S11 au i alluded to that i... have zero memory of. why the FUCK didn't i actually plan more back in 2014/15. (j/k, i know why.) the rvb12 tag in particular was a wild ride because half of it was me thinking "wh?? i thought this was the plan from the beginning???" and the other half was "well what the FUCK had i been planning to do instead????" and for the sake of posterity, i really wish i still had those old notes.

( case in point! )