oh no now that emote looks a little............ disarming B) (ty though!)

this was a Good Thing to read, especially because i feel like my forced writing stick out like a sore thumb — maybe just to me, but at the end of the day, i'm the one who's going to have sand in my crop about it. it's hard to balance a) wanting to write, b) not forcing it, and c) actually writing. ty for your thoughts and encouragement!! i'm def gonna take a good amount of time to sleep on it and mull it over and try to figure out something that isn't gonna make me wince when i look back on it, lmao. 💖